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What a piece of bologna, huh? At least I only have a couple of more months at this place...

CTS

We're sitting down and he looks up at me. He's waiting for a reaction; some type of motion, to signal him of what to do. I’m calm and I smile at him. He thinks about it and smiles back. He gives me that look to show me he cares.

26 months 29 days and 35 minutes. I wouldn’t take back one day, and it keeps getting better…

Bachelorette Outing

Kate and I went to Buddakan on Friday night. Mmmm...I absolutely love that place. We met up with Toby, Chad, Charlie, and Mark afterwards. They were a few blocks away from us eating sushi at a Japanese Karaoke bar. It's funny how Toby and I can't seem to be apart, even on our Bachelor/ Bachelorette outing.

Kate really made me feel special and I appreciate that very much. She's one of my favorite people in PA. Thanks Kate!

Little tid bits about yours truly

1. I pee a lot.
2. I usually start unbuttoning my pants before I actually get to the bathroom stall.
3. When I laugh, my whole body laughs; I just can't keep straight.
4. I'm addicted to warm chocolate chip cookies. I can eat 15 of them in one sitting.
5. You'll rarely ever see me drinking a carbinated drink. If I attempt to drink one, I'll really only drink 1/4 of it.
6. I used to be a vegetarian, I now enjoy eating the fat off of a dead pig.
7. I'm not as politically inclined as my lover, but I do admire his passion.
8. I have a hard time sitting like a regular person on a chair. I usually have to curl my legs up in the chair, or do the little korean squat on the chair.
9. I used to be in plays and recitals when I was in elementary school, now I fear a crowd or attention.
10. When I am drunk, I am a lot like Toby when he is sober...yack yack yack.
11. I'm not good with phrases..."what am I? Chop Suiy?"
12. I like to sip on coffee. I usually only drink about 1/3 of a cup of coffee at one time and end up wasting the rest. I started only filling my coffee cup up 1/2 way. It's a shame that I still have to pay full price.
13. I like to eat my cake from the inside out. I'm not too crazy about the frosting on the outside.
14. I only like sugar and glazed donuts. Keep it simple.
15. I never know what I want...but I always definately know what I don't want.

That's all for now.

Diet

So this personal training thing has not been working out so well. I've been too tired and busy to meet with the trainer at night, I can't seem to wake up before 7:45am in the mornings, and the weekends are out of the picture. My mother has been making pancakes for breakfast for the past few days and I can't sem to resist them.

So I think I gained the 5 lbs that I lost. You can officially call me "fatty".

Toby is over 200 lbs now and he is looking good! Everyone be prepared, there just might be a push up contest during the wedding festivities.

Wedding Progress Update

Cake- We found a place to bake our cake. It's going to be a lemon pound cake...Toby loves lemon.

Rings- We went to a few different jewelry stores that all pretty much had the same rings. We wanted something simple, but if we were going to spend money, the customer service had to be perfect. Helzberg Diamond did a good job, so we made our final purchase there.

Tuxes- Toby, Mark, and Chad got fitted for their tuxes on Saturday. We have to take little Connor in some time this week. I'm hoping we will hear from Tom soon...

M.O.H.- I've decided not to ask anyone else to fill this spot. Being a last minute pick/ replacement is far from being special.

Bridal Shower(s)- not happening.

Best Man- M.I.A.--I hope you're okay buddy.

Bachelor's Party- I think Toby's coworkers are going to take him out--but friends, please, take him out for a good time. I think he'll enjoy a guys night out.

25 days

I'm a little upset right now. Without going into too much detail, my maid of honor will not be attending my wedding. That has left a very sad vicki reflecting on her life with friends and wondering how so much hope and faith can go into people, with little coming back. I'm so goddamned tired of trying.

I have 25 days until my wedding. I finally made an appointment with a bakery. I'll be there at 7am tomorrow morning. That's one thing down.

I'm still figuring out what to do about alcohol at the reception.