25 days

I'm a little upset right now. Without going into too much detail, my maid of honor will not be attending my wedding. That has left a very sad vicki reflecting on her life with friends and wondering how so much hope and faith can go into people, with little coming back. I'm so goddamned tired of trying.

I have 25 days until my wedding. I finally made an appointment with a bakery. I'll be there at 7am tomorrow morning. That's one thing down.

I'm still figuring out what to do about alcohol at the reception.